Boredom

Wow, how empty my life is without tv. So, knowing that I'm addicted to television I am trying to stop cold turkey (this is the only option that has a chance). I know that it's a huge waste of my time and I need to learn to be a better steward of what God has given me. Thus, what I should do is find projects that would please God in order to fill this time. However, I am having problems being motivated to do this. Instead I am rechecking my email and facebook constantly. I have also gotten up the motivation to go for a nice walk on this fine Kansas day, but that's really not very productive either. In fact, I walked to school, meant to pick up a glove so I could try to express some anal sacs and got so distracted organizing old tests that I completely forgot the glove. I have a real struggle keeping my mind on track long enough to remember what I'm doing (hope it's not a sign of things to come). Anyway, that's the biggest reason I'm posting right now, just to fill a void in time that I would normally spend on tv, but which I'm choosing not to. I think the biggest reason I am unwilling to do stuff is that the things which I should be doing all involve school, and I just hate doing things for school unless they are super interesting, of which none of the options are. Therefore, I will sit here at my computer bored for another hour or so until I work up the motivation to do something else. So much for becoming a good steward of my time.