Classic Spring Fever

I know it might be getting a little old to talk about the weather, but that's what is affecting my life right now. I have tons of homework to do and no willpower to do it. I just feel like sitting out in the sun, but I tell myself I need to do work so I stay inside and don't end up getting anything done anyways. What a waste of life. I have all these ideas, but nothing ever comes of them. I think I might get this from my dad. He is a dreamer and comes up with elaborate plans to change his life. Yet he still milks cows every day and hasn't gotten up the nerve to take a risk and try something. Right now I think it would be better for him to take a risk and lose than to stay where he's at because he just keeps digging himself into an ever larger hole. I hope that I will be able to take the risks I need to so that I can accomplish something with my life. I really don't want to waste it because we only get one. This kind on reminds me that I need to do something this summer. I suppose I could just work on the farm, but I should be doing something else. I just don't have the initiative to come up with something. I hope I come up with something soon. If not I'll just spend another year wasting my summer. I guess the choices we make are our lives. I just hope I don't make the wrong ones.